I love to write. It is perhaps my favourite thing in the history of the entire world. When I write I feel like I can make a difference; either to my own life or to someone else. I write because I want to, not just because it's the one thing in my life that I can do without feeling like a failure - although that might be part of it.
I always said that it's never better to be safe than sorry. Sometimes the things I do are the wrong things - the wrong decisions to make, the wrong paths to take. But I guess it's not the destination that's important in the end, seeing as we're all going to the same place anyway. It's the journey that matters.
I really do try my best to make every day, every second count. But I could always use a little help with that. I often find myself looking for something, or someone, to live for. I don't understand why I do this but it's what I do. I guess I'll keep looking. Rusty the Bear is a friend of mine. He happens sometimes.